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FeelsI’m dying on the inside and I don’t know what to do
I miss you like crazy and I wish you did, too
The pain that I feel isn’t even alive
And I swear to you now, I might even die
I look at your name and I start to cry
And I don’t like this feeling of saying goodbye
I can’t even eat and I’m starting bad habits
I can’t get out of bed and I cry while I’m at it
It feels like I’m on my own and I feel so alone
And when you text me, I can’t pick up my phone
I can’t see you with someone other than me
Even if you’re smiling and really happy
‘Cause I was that person, or I once use to be
But now I killed that and destroyed it completely
I had no idea just how much I loved you
Until you were taken, oh I wish that I knew
Because now as I go and my eyes fade to black
I finally see I won’t ever have you back….
five hour energyi suppose
last week was only an aftershock
of the earthquake you were before.
this place used to vibrate
with metal strings and melodic,
testimonies to life,
emitting coffee-scented moods
and the burn of it too.
i had memorized the
sounds of silence,
i couldn't help but relish it.
no longer had i known
the sounds of folk
and scent of mocha-
you became nothing more
than an echo of the laughter
i so desperately needed to hear again.
then the echoes got louder,
bouncing ferociously off the walls
to be made manifest
i walked into your room
expecting exactly what i found-
an unmade bed,
and an empty beer
(the one that you insisted you needed
just days ago).
i pressed my nose
into the pillow
for incense and cologne and starbucks
to penetrate my mind
and thinking fervently
i already know
what a clean sheet smells like."
how strong an aftershock can be,
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